I am writing this to say I am sorry. Why you may ask, because once again my father has failed to keep a promise he has made, and allows his own ways to keep me in California. I will always miss you guys in Illinois, and I may never be able to see you guys again in the situation I am in. I can never make a promise either because most of my decisions are based on the decisions of my lousy parents. Once again I am sorry I was also never able to keep my promise to you guys, and I regret going to California in the beginning and am getting in the habit to just not trust my parents on major decisions. I also blame myself.
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